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Words Never Spoken

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Dear mommy, I just wanted to say goodbye.
I never wanted to make you cry.
This is the letter
That I never
Had the chance to write.
I wish I’d known that it would all be over tonight.

I thought I’d have years to tell you all I want to now.
Funny how tragedy comes along and all our plans come tumbling down.
Mommy, it’s getting dark.
I can hear the beats of my slowing heart.
Mommy, why did he do this to me?
I never even hurt him or caused him misery.
I thought we were friends, that we had each others love.
He said to give him the money, he needed a fix, he needed some drugs.
Tell me why did he use that gun?
Dear mommy, the world is starting to fade.
I feel so afraid.
Not for me, but for you.
I know what you’ll have to go through.
I don’t want to be the one to cause you pain.
Mommy I’m so afraid.

This is the letter
That will never
Be sent.
Dear mommy, I wish I knew what all this meant.
I wish you were here to hold me now.
The room and splattered blood is disappearing all around.
I’m crying, I’m all alone.
I wish I could tell you one last time I love you, this silence pierces to the bone.
Dear mommy, I’m going to where the angels dwell.
But I never will have the chance to tell,
All these words that are dying inside me.
I’ll never have the chance to be,
The woman I wanted to grow up to become.
I can’t lift my fingers, why are they so numb?

I wanted you to give me away mommy, on my wedding day.
But now it can never happen, as my life fades away.
I’ll give daddy your love when I meet him in heaven.
Dear mommy, I wish this wasn’t the end.
These were the words never spoken.
My heart is broken.
The world is growing remote.
Mommy, this is the letter I never wrote.



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MisaMuray's avatar
this has a lot of emotion. Some people right novels trying to catch all this emotion and don't accomplish what you just wrote. This is really really amazing! i think i might just go cry now!