Close My Eyes

There is nothing but pain.
Nothing but tears.
Nothing to keep me sane.
Nothing but my fears.

I want to scream
I want to die.
I want to enact this dream
And say goodbye.

I hate having to take another breath.
Feels like I'm losing my mind.
I long for death.
I've tried to fight all this time.

But it just keeps getting harder.
And I don't know what to do.
The desire gets stronger.
Which will I choose?

Darkness suffocates me oh so deep.
And I want to escape its hold.
I want eternal sleep.
Why am I so cold?

I am so tired of living in this agony.
I'm tired of hiding it inside.
I'm tired of breathing.
Will I close my eyes?