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The girl's soul drinks shots of grey polluted raindrops,

And feels her hair slowly turning an ashy shade.

She wraps herself in a shroud and lays down to wait,

So empty that even the end would be welcome,

Because it will fill her up completely for a few seconds.

Right before she’s loosed from this earthly shell.


The trees are dressed in winter with stripped branches,

And their limbs are lifted as if searching for something.

She lays at their base with fingers plucking at debris,

Wondering if perhaps they’re not seeking but raising arms high in defeat.

The wind whistles a mournful tune inside the tunnels of half listening ears,

Deepening the sensation of a void within a chest lacking sufficient oxygen.

She has poured out all her colors,

To brighten the lives of others.

And she does not regret her actions.

Its just that she's exhausted now,

But can't seem to stop give the last remaining scraps of herself,

To feed so many other starving souls. 

They seem to call to her with both open hands and clenched fists.

She takes their pain, anger and sadness,

Holding it in blistered and bleeding palms.

Their heat and cold have scarred her delicate skin,

But still she holds them deathly tight,

Knowing full well they might very well be the death of her. 

Yet she cannot bear to back away,

From the thought of letting one life slip and break.

She wants to rest and figure out what to do,

Except time is a very precious resource,

And she can't bear to spend it on herself,

Because she believes she doesn't deserve expensive things. 

Her voice cracks, her back bends, her fingers ache.

She is carrying the weight of eight lost hearts,

All wanting to throw themselves into deaths embrace.

She strains to stop them with words from a parched throat,

And they never see the tears falling from sore worn eyes,

As each one only half believes the depth of her care.


Beauty from the Ashes
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I am a Christian. And I am a hardliner when it comes to morals. If you're doing something contrary to that I'd still like to be friends with you, I may not agree with how you're living and try to convince you to change BUT I will never dislike you. 

I'm a conservative when it comes to political views. And again, if you see things different I'd still love to be acquainted with you. Also I am pro-life.

I love Gothic/Steampunk clothes and jewelry. Also I love Heavy Metal, Hard Rock, Symphonic Metal, Classical, and Country music. I guess I'm pretty Gothic when it comes to my fashion tastes, although I also like girly things, such as delicate necklaces and light colors. I kind of mix and match, although I absolutely ADORE Gothic clothes, they rule!!!! 

I'm very patriotic, I love the U.S. Marines with all my heart, they're my heroes!

I want to help people, to be there for them when things are tough. So if you need help message or note me, I'm always ready to listen. And if we get to know each other well enough I will let you have my phone number so we can call and text as well.

My Sisters:









My Friends

































Hope I didn't forget anyone.

One of my very favorite artists, she's very sweet and does amazing work! You should really check out her page- :iconroxy-graphics:

Favourite genre of music: Heavy metal, Classical and Country
Favourite style of art: Traditional and Digital Art
Favourite cartoon character: Deadpool
Personal Quotes: "Never say anything behind someones back that you aren't willing to say to their face."
"It takes a lot of guts to admit when you're wrong. I hope I have that kind of courage."


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ichigonyaa Featured By Owner 1 hour ago
Thank you for the favorites :)
cheddarofallcheese Featured By Owner Apr 24, 2014  Student General Artist
Happy late birthday! So sorry I missed it but here is a cake to make up for it! :D :iconballoonplz: :iconcakeplz: :iconballoonplz:
Retrubutionist777 Featured By Owner Apr 28, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you! And its fine, I understand:) *tries to nom on the cake* Give me those strawberries! XD
cheddarofallcheese Featured By Owner May 3, 2014  Student General Artist
:iconstrawberriesplz: here's a strawberry for you ^^
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Retrubutionist777 Featured By Owner Apr 28, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you immensely for sending me such a cute and beautiful message! It brought a huge smile to my face, and deep joy to my heart.
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Retrubutionist777 Featured By Owner Apr 28, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
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